Options

So you are coming of age in this thing that GOD has given us, called life.
For those who are not religious, this is my last reference to a higher power, not because of a dwindling faith bank, but because I would prefer you to be comfortable.
But back to the topic up for discussion.
OPTIONS:
This is a blog about the time in your life, no matter when or where for that matter, where you find yourself being a potential heart-breaker. I am speaking on this topic because this is what I am going through now. I tend to blog through my personal experiences to gain, or regain, clarify on life, as well as help those who can relate to me at that particular time.
Anyway, I have two guys, not a third because he is officially denounced by myself--one of those guys who you have dated before, and he wants in again. I had to realize that although the familiar is EXTREMELY comfortable, it does not make it the right situation. For me, it was a chapter that needed closure, and that is what I gained. As for the other two guys, they are brand new to my life. One is an army man who has a child, yes, but is such an incredible man with his son, with his schooling( he is a senior in college, and I am a sophomore), and he has a job( hasn't not asked for me to go into my pocket for anything, and declined when I offered). The other guy is training for marine enlistment in August. He is a spoiler of his women, a product of a fatherless household, but he uses that as an excuse to please women, ha! The thing is, both guys are great, besides the fact that they are men and they need some type of molding. I am just overjoyed that these are two young men, both 22 years of age, that do not need me to be a positive influence in their lives, for I am not up for helping them change, I am too old for those type of games. Although very young, I have a life too heavy for teaching a man how to be a man. Shit, I still need to learn how to be a woman!
Anyway
Options are both blessings and curses, for both guys have the potential to be hurt. The trick is to be true to yourself, only because at the end of the day, the reflection device hanging on the wall that feeds you directly an image of yourself in its truest form will ALWAYS tell the truth. What do you want staring back at you???
It's great to possess options, don't abuse it, for they WILL come back and bite your ass hard.