I would have written this post last night but I was having such a deep conversation with my "special guy" that I did not want to take away from it, and ultimately his meaning to me, but multitasking. I have come to realize this as time has gone by. I have learned to ride the tides, and steer at the coming moment, for if you miss that turn, there is no guarantee that there will be a similar opportunity waiting in the nearby bushes.
That being said let's get down to business.
LADIES---I have turned a corner and began steering. Last night my special guy, and I refer to him in this manner because the term "boyfriend" is beginning to sound juvenile, pointed out something about myself that I had not yet noticed. He stated that I am very giggly on the phone with him. He then asked me if I was this way with other people and, of course, the answer is no. So he proceeded to ask me why, when I am with him physically, do I always seem serious; not at all smiling from ear to ear, or laughing and being silly. I stated that "I am still trying to figure you into my equation."
I KNOW NOW HOW STUPID I MINDSET WAS!!!
Of course he has a few choice word, basically stating that I should not try to make control what happens, but to just allow "nature to take its course"(he did not use those word, thank GOD).
All in all---I use that a lot I am well aware---the point that I am trying to make is this ladies: Don't try to think yourself through everything. As I speak these words I am in shock of myself for having the audacity to speak such nearly impossible truth, which is essentially what it is. My guy taught me a lesson that would have never registered previously. Maybe I do REALLY like him.
Maybe...................
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