Sunday, August 29, 2010
Saturday, August 28, 2010
Friday, August 27, 2010
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
YouTube - Mary J. Blige - No More Drama
YouTube - Mary J. Blige - No More Drama
Such a wonderful inspiration in my life, young and restless so long ago, and old and reserved presently.
Such a wonderful inspiration in my life, young and restless so long ago, and old and reserved presently.
Monday, August 23, 2010
YouTube - Musiq - Just Friends (Sunny)
YouTube - Musiq - Just Friends (Sunny)
With te clothes that he used to wear, I think Musiq was a straight of "G"
With te clothes that he used to wear, I think Musiq was a straight of "G"
YouTube - Musiq - Dontchange
YouTube - Musiq - Dontchange
Musiqsoulchild is my husband, how about that
Musiqsoulchild is my husband, how about that
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Friday, August 13, 2010
Terrell Brown may be the largest football player you've ever seen - Dr. Saturday - NCAAF - Yahoo! Sports
Terrell Brown may be the largest football player you've ever seen - Dr. Saturday - NCAAF - Yahoo! Sports
A WRITTEN BLOG FROM MYSELF IS COMING SOON.............sloth has become me, I am WELL aware
A WRITTEN BLOG FROM MYSELF IS COMING SOON.............sloth has become me, I am WELL aware
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Sunday, August 8, 2010
Saturday, August 7, 2010
Friday, August 6, 2010
This Is Something Else
OK, this is getting insane, EVEN FOR MYSELF. I mean, this is something that I have ALWAYS dreamed about, and longed for with every fiber of my very being. Now that I have it, and to ACTUALLY have it grow and blossom into something unimaginably beautiful every passing second, is more than I could ever in my wildest dreams come up with.
I AM OUT OF MY MIND.
I am not fully sold on this thing, as I feel that being sold completely can only be achieved when your mind is COMPLETELY made up, but have mercy I am close to it. I think that I would just love to ramble on this one. I'm pretty sure that you don't mind if I do that. Shit, this is a blog, and all blogs are ramblings about nothing anyway. Sue me.
CRAZY DOESN'T BEGIN TO DESCRIBE HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW.
My mind and heart are on one accord right about now, and has been longer than I have realized. I think that's the wildest thing about this ENTIRE ordeal thus far: My heart knew what my mind failed to initially recognize. This, to me, is VERY unusual, because my brain is the practical one that saves my heart from potential danger. Not this time.
MY HEART HAS LED MY MIND TO THE PROMISED-LAND OF LOVE.
This feeling has left me bare, naked, vulnerable, lifeless, doubtful, hopeless, visibly shaken, disturbed, defeated, torn, internally wounded, and dangerously near death's door. It has also left me whole, complete, full of life, hopeful, secure, comfortable, confident, smiling from ear to ear, complete, and with the thought that heaven is the limit to where I could end up. This is such a wonderful experience that no matter the outcome, I will forever cherish these feelings. I will harvest this emotional roller-coaster that has filled me with thrill and excitement for the next time around, if this does not last.
I AM CRAZY OVER YOU.
You know who you are, and that feels great to say. When there is only ONE clear-cut person in your life, and that person holds you in the same regards, it is such an extraordinary thing to behold. You begin to think about your future, your present, and the past just does not matter. Why is that the case??? Is it that we want to be blind to what our significant other has gone through in there past sexual endeavors, or is it that no matter what there is nothing that they can say that would deter you from your decision to choose them.
NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, I JUST WANT YOU.
I am at a point where that shade is being closed, but of course that is not to occur until I choose to give myself away in the hopes that my person will have me. I love that. You are willing to give yourself to another person, not FULLY knowing if that person will give themselves in return, let alone take you for all that you have. Although a VERY hideous thought this is, when it comes down to it I would not have it any other way. Although we have a LONG way to go, the intimate moments that we share now will forever be stored. Not because I will not ever get over you if we do part, but because beauty should NEVER be forgotten. I just hope that I will always have this with me; by this I mean YOU.
DAMN THIS IS SOMETHING ELSE!!!
I am not going out of my mind, because my mind was never leading, as it should never be leading. Not with something that is natural anyway; I was taught that fact, and hold that piece of advice closely to this day. It's unthinkable when you miss moments where you are not fucking, excuse me "sexing," but where you are just staring into each others' eyes, or , if you're me, laying on their chest; trying to match breaths; falling asleep in each others' arms; holding each other like we would somehow die if we were to EVER let go; talking for long hours without ever wishing time would fly by faster; wanting time to just stop so you can get in as much quality time in as humanly possible; discussing what is both near and dear to your heart; stating over and over again how much you cherish this person as if they were on their dying bed; dreading the time where you must part like you will never see them again; listening to songs and finding yourself wanting to cry because it cuts to the very core how much you love and/or miss your person. I found myself about to literally cry while halfheartedly listening to Come Close by the rapper legend Common Sense featuring the queen of hip-hop soul Mary J. Blige---yes I am a fan of music---and it caught be by COMPLETE surprise. The song is not about a man rapping to a woman that they should get married or have children, but it is about a man telling his woman that "we have love, trust, respect, and a mutual understanding that this thing will not be easy, but if as long as I have you close by my side, I feel that the ride will be perfect." I had to put the song on, DAMN it has me again. I always loved this song, and prayed that I would find my person who would fit this description. Ha!, I guess I was looking for my picture-bearing guy(Common's lady was deaf in the video, so he used pictures on large cardboards from the front yard to convey the message to her, and eventually proposed in that very conversation). I am SUCH a hopeless romantic; It's the LIBRA in me.
I AM OUT OF MY MIND.
I am not fully sold on this thing, as I feel that being sold completely can only be achieved when your mind is COMPLETELY made up, but have mercy I am close to it. I think that I would just love to ramble on this one. I'm pretty sure that you don't mind if I do that. Shit, this is a blog, and all blogs are ramblings about nothing anyway. Sue me.
CRAZY DOESN'T BEGIN TO DESCRIBE HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW.
My mind and heart are on one accord right about now, and has been longer than I have realized. I think that's the wildest thing about this ENTIRE ordeal thus far: My heart knew what my mind failed to initially recognize. This, to me, is VERY unusual, because my brain is the practical one that saves my heart from potential danger. Not this time.
MY HEART HAS LED MY MIND TO THE PROMISED-LAND OF LOVE.
This feeling has left me bare, naked, vulnerable, lifeless, doubtful, hopeless, visibly shaken, disturbed, defeated, torn, internally wounded, and dangerously near death's door. It has also left me whole, complete, full of life, hopeful, secure, comfortable, confident, smiling from ear to ear, complete, and with the thought that heaven is the limit to where I could end up. This is such a wonderful experience that no matter the outcome, I will forever cherish these feelings. I will harvest this emotional roller-coaster that has filled me with thrill and excitement for the next time around, if this does not last.
I AM CRAZY OVER YOU.
You know who you are, and that feels great to say. When there is only ONE clear-cut person in your life, and that person holds you in the same regards, it is such an extraordinary thing to behold. You begin to think about your future, your present, and the past just does not matter. Why is that the case??? Is it that we want to be blind to what our significant other has gone through in there past sexual endeavors, or is it that no matter what there is nothing that they can say that would deter you from your decision to choose them.
NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, I JUST WANT YOU.
I am at a point where that shade is being closed, but of course that is not to occur until I choose to give myself away in the hopes that my person will have me. I love that. You are willing to give yourself to another person, not FULLY knowing if that person will give themselves in return, let alone take you for all that you have. Although a VERY hideous thought this is, when it comes down to it I would not have it any other way. Although we have a LONG way to go, the intimate moments that we share now will forever be stored. Not because I will not ever get over you if we do part, but because beauty should NEVER be forgotten. I just hope that I will always have this with me; by this I mean YOU.
DAMN THIS IS SOMETHING ELSE!!!
I am not going out of my mind, because my mind was never leading, as it should never be leading. Not with something that is natural anyway; I was taught that fact, and hold that piece of advice closely to this day. It's unthinkable when you miss moments where you are not fucking, excuse me "sexing," but where you are just staring into each others' eyes, or , if you're me, laying on their chest; trying to match breaths; falling asleep in each others' arms; holding each other like we would somehow die if we were to EVER let go; talking for long hours without ever wishing time would fly by faster; wanting time to just stop so you can get in as much quality time in as humanly possible; discussing what is both near and dear to your heart; stating over and over again how much you cherish this person as if they were on their dying bed; dreading the time where you must part like you will never see them again; listening to songs and finding yourself wanting to cry because it cuts to the very core how much you love and/or miss your person. I found myself about to literally cry while halfheartedly listening to Come Close by the rapper legend Common Sense featuring the queen of hip-hop soul Mary J. Blige---yes I am a fan of music---and it caught be by COMPLETE surprise. The song is not about a man rapping to a woman that they should get married or have children, but it is about a man telling his woman that "we have love, trust, respect, and a mutual understanding that this thing will not be easy, but if as long as I have you close by my side, I feel that the ride will be perfect." I had to put the song on, DAMN it has me again. I always loved this song, and prayed that I would find my person who would fit this description. Ha!, I guess I was looking for my picture-bearing guy(Common's lady was deaf in the video, so he used pictures on large cardboards from the front yard to convey the message to her, and eventually proposed in that very conversation). I am SUCH a hopeless romantic; It's the LIBRA in me.
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
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